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Last Week:
Mum: IBM still takes time. Gimana PMI? Mau try luck di IBM aja? Yg jd prinsip mam, its NOW or NEVER. Kesempatan tdk akan datang 2x. Jadi kalo Q ambil PMI itu hanya sebagai batu loncatan, cari pengalaman sesuai dengan bidang Q.

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This morning:
-. Mum: Gimana keputusan kerja? Nxt 3 years coba apply di Jakarta, tapi lihat sikon New Government or why not try to apply in Malaysia, biar mam deket nengok cucu.

-. My sms to Ranie: Beib, I'm accepting the offer yah?


- Ranie: Harta, jabatan, anak, istri, adalah ujian dear. Moga ayah, keluarga besar kita, lulus dalam ujian ini. Ada uang/ga, ya biasa aja. Tetep humble, hidup sederhana. Malah dengan datangnya bnyk harta, ujian dan pertanyaan di akhirat nanti lebih berat. N jangan lupa, harta yang sebenernya dari sedekah kita, dari penghasilan yang diridhai oleh Allah.


- My thoughts, and the last three days experience and research:
1. My istikharah and do'a: My heart inclined to reject the offer, but the package offered and career path, is sooo lustworthy.
2. I was a heavy smoker, during my early phase of life. And when I quit, I encourage people to quit as well, specially my parents. Isn't it naive to try to make your love ones to quit smoking, but you yourself, is working in a tobacco company? Not only that,
3. My research online, and I attended few lectures by Brother Yusuf Estes over the weekend, it all pointed toward for me to reject the application.


Isn't it foolish to go against what Allah have been trying to show me in the last few days?
Ada ayat Allah di dalam Al-Quran, yang, more or less, isinya begini:
Bisa jadi engkau menyukai sesuatu, tapi itu bukanlah yang terbaik dihadapan Allah.
Bisa jadi engkau membenci sesuatu, tapi dihadapan Allah, itu adalah yang terbaik.

Wallahu alaam.

Then I decided, to forego this opportunity for good.


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Courtenay,

Apology for getting back to you really late.

The issue is still unresolved within my family.

As much as I wanted to accept the role, unfortunately, I have to decline PMI's offer. I am very sad myself, but, rather than accepting the role, in which it might creates alot of tension within my family and affecting my performance. I am letting this offer pass, and will patiently waiting for another opportunity to come by.

My apologies to Christine, and Daan Zoet who have spent their time and energy for the interview process. And my biggest apology is to yourself who have made tremendous effort in trying to match me up with the job. I hope this will not effect my relationship with yourself or Hudson Recruitment in general, for my future endeavour in job hunting.

Thank you again for your help and advice to date.


Regards,
Sidqie Djunaedi



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Ya Allah, aku menolak ini karena Engkau, dan aku mohon ya Rabbi, berikanlan pengganti rezekiMu ini dengan yang lebih mengundangan RahmatMu, dan dibukakannya pintu Surga FirdausMu.


On the authority of Abu Dharr al-Ghifari (may Allah be pleased with him) from the Prophet (peace and blessings of Allah be upon him) is that among the sayings he relates from his Lord (may He be glorified) is that He said:

“‘O My servants, I have forbidden oppression for Myself and have made it forbidden amongst you, so do not oppress one another.
O My servants, all of you are astray except for those I have guided, so seek guidance of Me and I shall guide you.
O My servants, all of you are hungry except for those I have fed, so seek food of Me and I shall feed you.
O My servants, all of you are naked except for those I have clothed, so seek clothing of Me and I shall clothe you.
O My servants, you sin by night and by day, and I forgive all sins, so seek forgiveness of Me and I shall forgive you.
O My servants, you will not attain harming Me so as to harm Me, and you will not attain benefiting Me so as to benefit Me.
O My servants, were the first of you and the last of you, the human of you and the jinn of you to be as pious as the most pious heart of any one man of you, that would not increase My kingdom in anything.
O My servants, were the first of you and the last of you, the human of you and the jinn of you to be as wicked as the most wicked heart of any one man of you, that would not decrease My kingdom in anything.
O My servants, were the first of you and the last of you, the human of you and the jinn of you to rise up in one place and make a request of Me, and were I to give everyone what he requested, that would not decrease what I have, any more than a needle decreases the sea if put into it.
O My servants, it is but your deeds that I reckon up for you and then recompense you for, so let him who finds good praise Allah and let him who finds other than that blame no one but himself.’”


Aku mohon, jagalah iman kami, keluarga kami, rezeki kami, dari segala sesuatu yang kotor dan haraam, agar kami bisa berkumpul kembali disuatu hari kelak, di dalam Surga Firdaus-Mu Ya Rabbi. Dengan keluarga yang kami cintai, dengan Rasulullah yang kami rindukan, dengan para sahabat yang kagumi keimanannya. Ya Allah, Janji Engkau adalah Benar. Aku mohon, lapangkanlah hati ini.


Wassalaam

Sidqie