Loosing (Or Winning?)

Assalamu'alaikum,

Baru dapet update dari agent yang trying to match me up with a job di Philip Morris International.
Simply: Engga dapet kerjaannya.
Alhamdulillah.
Summary:
-. They were really impressed with my interview, they see me as a genuine person who's really willing to learn.
-. They said, if they have another vacancy under the same role, they'd definitely take me in.
-. Mereka memutuskan untuk ngambil satu orang, yang udah punya slighly more experience in the global indirect procurement of materials and services.
-. If they have an opening for this role in the future, they'll get in touch with me.

Sedih ... ?
Ada juga rasa kecewa sedikit, tapi itu manusiawi.
Kenapa? Karena dari perspective supply chain practice nya ... it is a very very comprehensive role, level of exposure ke SCM best practice at global level is just second to none ... truly a dream job for a supply chain practitioner.

Tapi, gw rasa, perasaan lega nya lebih banyak lagi.

Gw udah pusing aja setelah interview, dan sms Ranie, mohon do'anya biar engga keterima tapi dengan perasaan kemenangan.

Gw mungkin engga keterima kerja nya.
Tapi gw mendapatkan pengalaman interview yg bagus,
Mendapatkan feedback yang menyenangkan juga,
And kemenangan yg sebenarnya,

Bahwa gw tidak mempersulit kemudahan keluarga gw untuk masuk Jannatul Firdaus-Nya.

That's my winning point.


Wallahu alaam.


Wassalaam
Sidqie.